it might just all be a facade

Saturday, January 12, 2008;

♥ 1/12/2008 05:45:00 AM

You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go
Nice and slow, to no place in particular>>

Heaven-o! TGIF :D :D :D
It's cousin's 21st birthday celebration tmr, staying over at her chalet over the weekends. (:

The main highlight of the week was thursday! Bryan chuang's 18th birthday. :D
Almost the whole class pretended not to know that it's his birthday. We din wish him happy birthday nor shake his hand.
The last period, biology practical, a 'show' was being put up. =p We pretended that we just got to know bout his birthday. So we rushed through a birthday song, before leaving the lab. Then we started leaving school for jp in batches, so as to not arouse his suspicious. We went Polar to get a small slice o cake, before heading to Pizza Hut and book a table for 14. Xuelian's group came, followed by Kokyao's. At this time, we were all arranging with the staff at PH how to go about playing the birthday song and all. And at the very moment, the birthday boy was 'shopping' around jp with huifang.
When things at PH are settled and planned properly, huifang then led bryan to PH. And the moment he stepped in, the lights went dimmed and all of us sang the birthday song!
AWH! :D
No no! The surprise din just end there! We then present him a card, by all of us, saying that we din have the time to buy a gift since maths test is on fri, and etc.
So we had our pretty, pretty late lunch. When we're done with the food, we surprised him again with a gift! :D He was surprised further to find the gift wrapped up in millions, and millions layers of newspaper. =p
PH staff were friendly and nice too! They gave bryan a gift! :D

Haha. A simple celebration, a simple meal. But it's really heartwarming! :D Really, really.
My classmates are one of the best batch to hang around with! (:

The birthday uncle. :D

Unwrapping his gifts. =p

His gifts! (Billabong pencil case + cross pendant + PH's gift)

"Eh bryan! Arent you glad to have friends/classmates like us? Esp Huili Ivan Ruiping Aaron and I, we struggled against the heavy rain to get you the gift leh! (Esp aaron without umbrella) Hahaha! I hope you enjoy this 18th birthday celebration we had planned for you. :D And yeah, Mr Nice Man. Stay this nice always! (:"

Went back fairfield for training today. We had 6 adorable sec1 recruits joining us for the first training, which isnt bad (compared to last yr). Haha, let's just hope more will join us in the weeks to come! (:
Ad oh ya! Ms tai can be super adorable sometimes. :D

I thought i got myself out of this tangled mess already. I thought it's long over. And i thought i would never, ever be bothered bout it again. ):
But how sad, i was ~~kind of~~ wrong. =l
I realised, no matter how far i tried to keep the distance, when i come to know of 'something', my mood just go on a rollarcoaster ride with everything i see or hear. And my emotions would take on a 360 dive, deep down into the ocean. ):
I feel as if im all the way back into square one -AGAIN.
This feeling isnt good.
BOOHOO.

I love PC.
But muscle aches are killers. )':

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.